20,000 Hits

Hah,
Finally, I feel I've accomplished something.




Anyway, I'm getting kinda tired of some people in my life at the moment.
All I'm gonna say is: Girls, you and your va jay jay's have too much drama.

Going Out/Changing Up

Or, getting ready to at least.
Heh...anyway, things have been better since two days ago.
Haven't talked to Mr.Man that "likes me."
And, I'm finally not sick any more either!



I think I wanna change my style up too.
I feel like I've just developed a look of the
"little emo boy in high school"
And, I don't wanna be that. I think I'm just gonna go hit up the mall and buy some new clothes.
...And you're helping V. :)

Reflecting

I've kinda just been thinking about the past events in my life for the past hour.
It's sorta depressing actually.
I mean, I lost my mom at ten. My dad at 15. And had to move from the city and people I love too.
And that just scratches the surface.
Geez..




Btw, his name is Justin Gaston.
If you wanted to look him up. :)

Breaking Up

Well, nobody likes getting dumped.
And, it hurts..a lot.
But I'm gonna be ok.
A person doesn't live the life I've lived
just to break down and stop.




So, don't worry about me everybody.
I'll be ok.

Andrew Stetson

Well Vicki,
I saw him,
and thought of you.



Oh, and I love you!
And I'm sorry mad at me.
I know I can be a little boycrazy..

Working and Moving Out

Ooh, today's been pretty crazy.
But, I made it.
Anyway, I'm now getting ready to move out of my apartment. :D
I've gotta say though, it's kinda scary not knowing what's gonna happen next in my life. I guess it can keep things interesting though..

Now for the workout part:
It's kinda funny (I guess) that people can tell me that I'm skinny and I look good, but I still continue working out almost daily.
I guess it's that whole "shattered body image" thing coming into play.
Oh, but before you get worried, I'm trying to gain muscle, not lose weight. :)

What You Waiting For?

Pt.2
Naturally I'm Worried if I Do it Alone


I wanna have fun.
I'm tired of all the seriousness that's been placed on me.
I've dealt with it for two years now.
So, it's time for me to let loose a little.

What You Waiting For?

Pt. 1
Like a Cat in Heat Stuck in a Moving Car

Ok, there's stuff stuff I need to get out:
Why should my blog make anybody feel bad?
I mean, I don't get.

Just because I post this stuff, doesn't mean that you're somehow "inadequate."
I mean, if you were, I wouldn't talk to, date, or generally socialize with you.
But, I love you, and this doesn't change anything.




So, really, what's the problem?
:[

Nostalgia

Well what can I say?
I miss my old life, and all of my friends in SAV.
Although, I know it's for the best that I moved..
I mean, if I didn't I'd continue to party and just float off into the big nowhere.
And that kind of lifestyle's not healthy.



But I'm recovered now,
so maybe it's time I go for a visit. :)

Lying In Bed...

So I realized there's no depth to the blog..
Nothing but:




Which, is nice and all but still. This was supposed to be about my life too.
So, maybe I should change things up..


Anyway, give me feedback dangit!
See right under here where it says "# comments" ?
Click it, cause you don't need a Google account. Geez!

So I'm Superficial

...and your point is?
Anyway, I've had it with this town...
People here act worse than I do.
But, whatever.




DO SOMETHIN'

Alrighty Now.

Ok, so I've got some stuff going on im my life right now that I need to take care of.
(No, not rehab.)
So, I may be offline for a little while.
But I'm trusting Vicki with the blog for right now.

Oh, I almost forgot...

Marco Dapper

Wham. Bam. Thank You Ma'am.

So Sunday has been pretty good.
I've gotten to lay around.
And I love that. :]
One other thing I love..hah, is love.
Geez, I sound like a total dork. But still,
it's nice to get love after going two years with nobody caring.
Heh, don't you love my in-depth posts?